Just love how my boyfriends moreinterested in where his missing wallet was then me being sick *sigh*
So after a week of eating one meal a day from the lack of food in my house i finally have stocked up on everything :D
Hurrah for not have to spend 70% of the day starving (Y)
Now all i need is to be paid and things shall be swell
Thanks For Nothing
What hurt the most is despite everything we’d been through and everything i’d told you, you didnt bother to sit down and talk to me when you heard that stupid rumor, and post facebook status’s about how your ignoring me.
And even if it were true (which it isnt) its not like you haven’t lied to me before,
saying you would never talk to a certain someone ever again and then right infront of my face on my birthday you just start up a casual conversation with them and then wounder why i didnt enjoy my birthday.
One person dragged me through hell and back with soemthing that took me months to get over and you just had to make the cut deeper didnt you.
Thanks for nothing.
Blah
Im rather sick and tired of my life
In and out of hospitals for one reason or another
and just when i think i§ll be fine for a while
Im off to see a bloody specialist to so they can perform yet another operation
to try and make me healthier
but here’s the catch it may back fire and ill just end up sicker than i am now
I really just cant win
For once i want to just be normal
Get sick like normal people
Live a normal life
Im already over this and its only been seventeen years
How the hell am i going to cope with this for the rest of my life
I literally hate my life.
